Teenage Years - (Chapter 4 Part 4 - My Friendships with Girls)

Not since my early friendship with Erin did I feel comfortable around girls but now I was surrounded by girls 3-4 afternoons a week after school and I was loving it. We had common interests and there was a level of comfort. I think the fact that they all knew I was different and for the lack of a better word was a “sissy” they felt comfortable and not threatened by me. 

For the most part I felt more comfortable around the girls that were younger than me. I still felt uncomfortable with the girls in my grade and 12^th grade because they were more mature and all they talked about was boys. It started off innocently with girls asking if I would like a ride home with their mom at the end of the club time.  With the school being very Christian oriented they were friendly and welcoming.

It was not long before a group of us started getting together on weekends in the afternoon to cook and bake together at a different person’s home each weekend. Since it was mostly the younger girls and I getting together it was very casual and carefree without any pretensions of there being any interest in dating or romantic interest for the most part at least by me. Looking back though I should have caught onto the signals from a few of the girls such as them touching my hand or arm often and hugging me when we saw each other or left.

When we had the cooking/baking gatherings at my house I noticed that my mom was very happy to see me enjoying myself and feeling comfortable. She was perhaps a little too friendly and

was around us more than I had wanted. Since my room was right beside the bathroom, I was worried that one of them had seen my room when they had gone to the bathroom earlier.  I didn't want my friends to see that my room was one of those little girl rooms complete with canopy bed that was so popular in the day and in the Sears catalog.I was so upset with my mom, and she claimed that she had left the door out of force of habit.

When I finished complaining to my mom and returned to the kitchen, I was mortified to see out through the sliding doors of the dining room which faced the backyard that my mom had hungout the laundry to dry on the clothes line because it was a nice warm

October day. Amongst the towels and sheets, she had also hung my diapers plastic pants, ruffled panties and one of my frilly dresses. I went running to my mom and she again claimed that she had forgotten I had friends over and she quickly took down my clothing.

When I returned to the kitchen none of the girls said anything but there was no way they didn’t see them because the kitchen window overlooked the backyard, and the clothesline was in full view. I was so upset for the rest of the day not just because I was so embarrassed but also that I worried that I would be shunned by the group.

Thankfully nothing seemed to change. Over time we started going to movies together and other activities almost every weekend. A couple of the girls were even in a square dance club, and they invited me to participate. I remember they were shocked that I knew how to square dance already. Alas when I attended, I dressed and acted like a male partner. Seeing the girls in their crinolines, big puffy dresses and getting peaks at their ruffled panties inevitably had me develop an erection and when I got home, I often would put me outfits on and enjoy the feelings of wearing frills and ruffles. I would often lay on my bed and rub myself through the ruffled panties until I would cum in my panties. 

Our little friend group remained intact until I graduated, and I even stayed friends with a few of the girls after we had moved back to North Vancouver, and I began attending Capilano college. In fact, I remained close to two of the girls into my early 20’s and had begun the next chapter in my sissy life.