In my younger years and early teens my mom purchased my undies without any of my input by ordering them from Woodward’s, Eaton’s and Sears catalogues and they would just appear in my dresser. My panties were almost always simple full satin briefs (i.e. granny panties) that would be large enough to cover my plastic pants. Other than maybe some lace trim on the edges they were very plain. The colours were always white or soft pastels. The only fancy panties I made were square dance rhumba panties which were always my favourite. My bras were also very plain and more like training bras. The only other things lingerie related that I wore were tights and those were always white and opaque.
On a few occasions mom took me shopping for underwear at the Army & Navy Department store in New Westminster. I always was terrified because it was embarrassing to be taken into the Lingerie Department and mom would spend a long-time choosing items for herself and for me. When I reached my mid-teens the trip brought out mixed emotions I was still very nervous but on the other hand now I was becoming very intrigued by the racks of panties hanging on the wall
When I was about 16 or so my mom started dating and go out every weekend
and often a night or two during the week. Those trips to the Lingerie
Department started to stir many urges and I spent lots of time in my mom’s room
tentatively exploring her lingerie drawer. What I did find was her collection
of catalogues from Woodward’s, Eaton’s and Sears. I was in pure heaven and spent hours thumbing
through them all. What I realized was that there was so much more to lingerie
than just bras, panties and girdles.
I was immediately drawn to the lace bras especially the push up ones,
the pantyhose, the sexy nighties, and my favourite the girdles. I began keeping
some of the catalogues in my bedroom and when I went to bed, I would flip
through them as I slide my hand inside my diapers and played with myself.
At that time I had my first girlfriend and she always wore pantyhose
they became an obsession for me both on her but also in the catalogues. I loved
the pictures almost as much as the feel of them. I was either masturbating
looking at the photos, dry humping against her pantyhose covered crotch or
bottom and then I discovered taking a pair of my moms wrapping it around penis
and jerking off.
With the discovery lingerie catalogues happened together with the
discovery of my mother’s interest in lingerie and her growing collection which coincided with her starting to date following the end of my parent’s marriage. To put it candidly she had a very active and varied social life. More on this in the next chapter.
While I always had an interest in little girlish undergarments growing up specifically petticoats, frilly panties, and opaque tights that all were
It all turned me on but I started to develop an interest in girdles and full figured women who at the time were the ones modelling the girdles and all-in-one body briefers. Was it the girdles or the full-figured women or was it even the older women who caught my sexual interest?
This was the late 1970’s and at the time lingerie catalogues and the increased space they took in the mundane department store catalogues was starting to grow.
The Victoria’s Secret catalogue appeared in 1977 but sadly it
never mad it’s way into my mother’s home. The golden age of women’s lingerie (1980’s and
early 1990’s) was just around the corner and for a lingerie addict and sissy
like me it was pure heaven.


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